Rachel A
The song of the temperature graphs
I wrote these 3 short verses one for each graph, in an attempt to make them more relatable and fun to be around…
I am colour,
I am line,
I am shapes arranged in time
I am zany
I am lively
I zig and zag
And you can’t catch me
I am blocky and cake slicey
My middles golden, sunken, sassy,
My base is icy, blue as eyes
My top’s like raspberry red jam pies
Now I’m drop and blob and circle
Suspended high and low and middle
Froth from breakers, balloon fiesta
A multi-dotted landscaped vista
But if you look a little closer
Lean right in, you’ll hear my whisper
Encapsulating where you were
Or at least the temperature
Doesn’t mean that much to you?
Well time to make it feel more true
Open me up and dive right in
Let’s start right at the beg – in – ing
The colour of memories
Do you remember in colour?
Is that a thing?
When I try to remember if that’s true
Searching for a memory to base it on
I find the whole fragile endeavour
melts, dematerialises
into steam, or mist,
becoming less and less discernible
to the point where I am asking
What even is a memory?
Is it something that happened?
is it a story I tell myself about something that’s happened?
I know it’s something I feel in my body
I know I attach emotion and meaning to it
I know there’s first hand and second hand memories
and that I sometimes get these mixed up
and that I embroider and collage and mash up my memories,
mostly without knowing I’m doing it.
But colour …. ?
And then
they come at me
I remember
I remember the bright sky blue of the butterflies in France in May that rise up in clouds from your feet when you walk on the Causse
I remember the hot red of that skirt I bought in Berlin with my mum that I wore at the Berliner Ensemble and the next day in the Tiergarten
I remember the bright shining white of my first bike that was way too big but ‘I would grow into it’ as I wobbled my way through the bicycle proficiency obstacle course
I remember the golden yellow of my childhood room, we each got to choose a colour that was ours so it was easier for our mum to sort out on washing day
I remember the sienna orange of the wall next to the white cot under the multi-coloured fish that hung and spun over the bed of our baby son
I remember